I always use to stay with her, I wondered who I was to her. Sometime I thought I was just a friend. Friends, after all, would make some sort of effort to catch up with each other. When she needs me for something, she wants my assistance, that’s all she wanted by me. But when ever she wanted my attention, help or kindness I did it with bottom of my heart. If her were in broken heart, always I was nearby her and fixed her. I was so happy to do that. Sometime she was mumbling her, feelings and emotions via telephone. I only listened to them, I never did let her know that my feelings or emotions about anything. It’s because, I thought she may fed up with my things. So… I cried at the other end of the phone, instead. But I tried to make her up, and I was always telling, everything gonna be OK for her. I always keep my interesting about her as a secret. I never gave any clue about I liked her very much. I never did any effort into asking her out. I wanted to flirt with her, but I never. I didn't want to act as pushy boy either and wanted her to feel I’m the boy she is looking for because she was already in love with another boy. I think It might be an attraction or emotions at that age or it might be a true love as I still remember her and care for her. I cried hard in my heart and kept my patience when she use to stay with another boy. So finally, I thought to make a distance between us and go away from her association. But eventually I realized that she was not for me. I was managing not to look at her, as could as possible. I skipped the most of the moment that, I should be with her. I am pretty sure that she doesn't miss me but I still miss her a lot.
ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಅನ್ನೋದು ಒಂದು ಪವಿತ್ರವಾದ ಸಂಭಂದ. ಎರಡು ಹೃದಯಗಳ ಸಂಮಿಲನ. ಆದರೆ ಕೆಲವರ ಪಾಲಿಗೆ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಹುಚ್ಚು, ಕೆಲವರಿಗೆ ಬದುಕು, ಕೆಲವರಿಗೆ ಉಸಿರು, ಕೆಲವರಿಗೆ ನೋವು, ಇನ್ನು ಕೆಲವರಿಗೆ ಮಾಯೆ. ಕೆಲ ಹುಡುಗರಿಗೆ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ತಮಾಷೆ ಇದ್ದಂತೆ, ಕೆಲ ಹುಡುಗಿಯರಿಗೆ ಹುಡುಗನ ಬೈಕಿನ ಮೇಲೆ ಹೋಗುವ ಒಂದು ಜಾಲಿ ರೈಡು. ಗುಲಾಬಿ ಹೂವು, ಟೆಡ್ಡಿ ಬೇರು, ಚಾಕ್ಲೇಟು, ಕೈಗೊಂದು ಮೊಬೈಲು, ಆರ್ಚೀಸ್ ಗ್ರೀಟಿಂಗ್ ಕಾರ್ಡುಗಳೆಲ್ಲ ಇರಬೇಕು, ಅದೇ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಕೆಲವರಿಗೆ. ಅದೆಲ್ಲ ನಿಜವಾದ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಅಲ್ಲ. ಮನದ ಮಾತು ಕಾಣದ ಹೃದಯಕ್ಕೆ ತುಲುಪುವ ಸಂದೇಶವೇ ಪ್ರೇಮ. ಎರಡು ಹೃದಯಗಳ ನಡುವಿನ ಭಾವನಾತ್ಮಕ ಸಂಭದವೇ ಪ್ರೇಮ. ನಂಬಿದವರಿಗೆ ಅದೇ ಬದುಕು. ಆ ಬದುಕಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಸಾಗಿದವರಿಗೆ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ಎಂದೂ ಹೊಸದಾಗಿಯೇ ಕಾಣುತ್ತದೆ. ಅದೇ ಆಕರ್ಷಣೆ, ಅದೇ ನಗು, ಅದೇ ಪ್ರೀತಿ, ಅದೇ ಹೊಸತನ ಎಂದೆಂದಿಗೂ ಇರುತ್ತದೆ. ನಿಜವಾದ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯೇ ಹಾಗೆ. ಅದಕ್ಕೆ ನಿಜವಾದ ಪ್ರೇಮಿಗಲಾಗಿರೋಣ ಹೊಸ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯೊಂದಿಗೆ ಬದುಕು ಸಾಗಿಸೋಣ. ಅಂತಹ ಪ್ರೀತಿಯಿಂದ ಬಾಳಾಗಲಿ ನವನೀತ.
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